I've been asked a lot of questions lately. Life questions. Questions that scare the poop outta me. I don't really know where I want to go next year. I don't know what I really want to do with my life. I know there are a ton of possibilities, I am just afraid to leave this life that I feel like has just started here in Eau Claire. This place has been my home for the past four years and I don't know what I'm going to do next year when I may be placed in a new place for student teaching. I am terrified and excited all at the same time. I don't want to leave this life I have started in Eau Claire but then again I don't feel held back. Yes, I will miss my friends next year, but I will make more and keep old ones. I am excited to see what adventure the Lord is going to take me on this summer as well. I am terrified but life is terrifying, that doesn't mean we aren't supposed to live it. I think something I have been learning lately is to take risks and who knows what will happen. I think it is okay to take risks in life because if we don't take these risks then we could be missing out on what is right in front of us. Lately, I haven't been taking the necessary risks or leaps of faith that I need to dive into this crazy thing called life. I have been shutting people out because sometimes it just seems easier... Should I be shutting them out or letting them in? Another huge life question. Along with, am I surrounding myself with the right people? Some, I would say definitely yes, but others, maybe not so much. That is where my life has been getting real. I am trying to decide who to let in to my crazy adventure I call, life, and who to avoid. I wish life were simple, but then again I guess I don't. Life is something I look forward to living and if it were simple then it wouldn't be an adventure.
I wanna take an adventure into this mysterious thing I call, life. I'm ready to live it, too.
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Rachel T
4/27/2015 11:49:42 pm
Keep it up girl! This next part of life is all one huge risk of craziness... but i think you're gonna be good at it :)
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