I am thankful for those who plow our roads. I am grateful for God giving us 10+ inches of snow in one night. I am blessed to have a community that loves to play in said snow. I am thankful for those who salt the sidewalks, so I can get to class semi-safely. I am grateful for laughter, at myself, as I slip and fall down the back stairs. I am blessed to know a God that has created both warm and cold atmospheres. I am so thankful to live a state where if you ask someone to help you shovel your car out of the snow they will stop shoveling their own car out and help you instead. So grateful for "Minnesota Nice, and Wisconsin Nice". I am appreciative of Sean who has been helping me with my writing skills for the school of education. WOO. I am thankful for Jesus, giving His life for mine. I am astounded by the amount of love I have received lately. I am encouraged to live each day knowing how truly and utterly blessed I am to be a part of this beautiful world.
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I am asked often how am I doing, and my answer is always good but am I really all that good.
I look around often and don't like what I see. My life is dirty. There is sin. What does redemption look like? I don't know. I haven't found it yet. I feel like giving up. I am hurting but I am content, I can't really determine how I feel. My mind is stretching farther from the truth, that is Jesus Christ. He has saved me, Yes but have I done anything in return to live my life for Him? I am weak. My God is ever loving and openly giving, yet I don't accept Him with full intention. He accepts me. He loves me. I am being pulled in every direction between my two lives that I try to live. When does it end. I look in the mirror and don't like what I see. When does it end. When can God come down and save me. Through struggle. Through pain. Through heartache. I know God is there and yet I choose to turn away from Him. Why? |
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