So, tonight I was journaling and I wrote this. I thought I would share it because it was just a hilarious journal entry and I'm in a pretty good mood today.
Run a muck. Sleep on a truck. Rap when nap. Sink in the lamp. Damp smokey walls. Going to sing it all. Rad cats who pick up bats. ((first of all, what even is this)) I am happy today for loads of reasons... Things I love:
well this was my journal entry. what the even heck. i love myself sometimes. haha catch ya'll on the flippedy flip
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For those that do not know my sister. She is a spit-fire, protective, God fearing woman whom I truly admire. She loves everything including her boyfriend, now fiance, Jason. Now, Jason is weird and nerdy, as is my sister. They are quite the pair. I'm so happy for them! Expect more on the subject during the wedding planning and wedding :)
Here is a photo of the love birds when they stole my camera on Christmas. Things I worry about:
Last night I was journaling for quite some time about my anxiety and worry and doubt. If you didn't know, I struggle a lot with anxiety which leads me to worry about everything. I was just asking God for some strength in such a toxic feeling. Anxiety leads to a lot of horrible feelings about myself. When I asked God to remove it I didn't think that my church sermon (today) would be exactly what I needed to feel completely His. My pastor spoke a lot of truth into my life about worrying and anxiety. How those things are not from God and are not for those who follow Christ. When we are fully God's we don't need to give in to the anxieties of this world. We don't need to worry about the future because God has already taken care of those things for us. Jesus took all of our worries and put them on His shoulders on the Cross. This was a huge wake up call for me folks. Recently, I have been worrying a ton about my finances and the future and what the heck I'm doing in life right now and if it was worth it. Lemme tell ya friends, I have spent the past several nights in fear of what will come tomorrow. Leading to nightmares and an anxious feeling in my gut that didn't seem like it was ever going to go away. Today, I feel freedom. For I am completely Gods'. Isn't that cool? I don't need to worry about the future because God has a plan in place that I can trust in. The only thing we can completely trust in is God's love for us! So, why worry about the future when my future is bright in God's presence! Sleep easy, Gods got it! (quite literally, actually) Pastor Rob's sermon on Worry/Anxiety (serious check this out!!!) |
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