Hey! So, if you didn't know, for the past 4 months or so I have been subbing in 5 school districts in the southern Minnesota area as a paraprofessional.
Some of you may be wondering what a paraprofessional is, well it can be several different things actually. I am a: classroom aide special education helper lunchroom aide media center extraordinaire. social butterfly math tutor book reader hug giver advise giver life coach. I think you get the picture. HA. I do a lot of things. Everyday is different, and I love it! I love working in the schools everyday. It's who I am. It's who I am supposed to be, I know that. I just want to share with ya'll some of my most treasured experiences I've had in these 4 short months of subbing for these amazing schools in Southern Minnesota. Top 10 experiences as a paraprofessional:
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What does it mean to be missional?
Is it even possible? Do I have to go to some country far away? Does being missional mean I have to be a missionary? I have been asking myself these questions for the past 4 months since I returned from a missions conference in St. Louis. Yes, I have thought about being a missionary (like the kind that travel far distances) for quite some time now. I feel God drawing me into a community that is different from my own and challenges me to see the bigger picture, being God. Not just in my own life but in all of the lives around me. I want to be missional. Now, I'm sure you may be asking, 'well, what does that exactly mean?' I'm glad you asked because there are many ways that I interpret it. I feel God drawing me to be a missionary for His Word. A disciple for His people. A follower of Christ by action and not necessarily by voice. A silent but enthusiastic follower of Jesus shown through the choices I make in my own life. A loud and instructive individual, whom understands the Gospel and is willing to share it. A lover of the L O R D. These things, to me, are what make my life missional. It gives me purpose to spread the Good News of Jesus and go through the hardships that come along with, sometimes. Life, actively seeking the Lord, is not easy and I really don't think it is supposed to be. Even something as vague as Wikipedia describes missional living as 'the adoption of the posture, thinking, behaviors, and practices of a missionary in order to engage others with the gospel message.' That's how I want to live. With the posture, thinking, behavior, and practice of living for the message of the gospel. Wouldn't it be rad if all Christians lived that way. As we are called to. I want to. I want to live as if I am a missionary, preaching the gospel everyday, in a underdeveloped country. Because don't you think, even though we are in a country as privileged as the USA that there is growth to be had. There is still much change to be made, my friends, and I only believe change is possible through Jesus Christ. Through the power and grace of the Gospel, change is possible. So, I challenge you, to be missional. Everyday. To know the Gospel and share it well. Hello dearest friends that have been hoping for a post sometime from me. HA well here it is, finally :)
I have been a little MIA lately and let me tell ya why. Because I have not been the happiest of campers and I have not felt much joy in the past month or so. No excuse for not being real with my readers, I know that. I am working on being real. I used to think being real and wearing my heart on my sleeve was something that I was good at. Now, I'm not so sure. There is one thing I am absolutely, positively sure of, though, and that my friends is Jesus' unfathomable love for me and presence in my life. God is constantly reminding me that there is joy in the morning. A really great song that my church has been singing lately has the lyrics, "Though there is pain in the night, there is JOY in the morning." Man is that quote so true in my life. (disclaimer: I have literally tried searching 1000 times to find this song online but I can't find it, so if you do - send me the link. lol) My nights are hard. I come home after working with students all day (some better than others) and feel exhausted. I come home after working with students all day and feel like I still have no idea what I want to do with my life. I come home and feel empty. I come home and get treated poorly and watch people I love get treated horribly. I come home from working all day and watch too much Netflix and don't read enough of my Bible. I come home to sorrow and emptiness. I come home and sit in my room until I go to bed. Silence. Defeat. Pain. There is pain in the night. So much pain from all that I have been feeling that day. I don't even know where it comes from to be honest. I have a good life. I shouldn't be in this much pain. Then, God whispers in my ear, several a times, "Cassie, I love you and I am here." GOD IS HERE! He is present and He is NEVER leaving me!! That is one of the most affirming things I can remind myself and I have. Even on the darkest of days, God is there. The Lord has been teaching me that life on this Earth may not be easy and there may be pain in the night but there is JOY in the morning! The pain may be there but God can, and will, erase it! He says it is finished and He makes me complete. I know this to be true through the people God has blessed me with. like... ...Lynita who calls me to make sure I'm doing alright. ...my sister, Mir, who makes me laugh and forget about the crappy situations. ...Alexi who remembers my birthday and wishes me well a week in advance. ...Claire who constantly shows me an example of what it looks like to make decisions with Christ and for Christ, not against Him. ...Cory who understands what I'm going through and loves me well. ...The women at Sisterhood who pray for me and continue to lift me up when I'm feeling down. ...Samantha who loves me well and welcomes me into the community of River Valley ...my brother, Luke, who cries with me when things are tough because he genuinely cares for me. ...both of the Jasons who are always there for me if I need them. ...Katie, my dog, who comforts me when I am sad. So what I am trying to say is that although there is pain in our lives we should not let it consume us. Easier said than done, I know. One thing I have been telling myself everyday is that God's love for me is more than I can imagine and definitely makes up for all of the hate and destruction of this world. Our world is broken but aren't we all. I sure know that I am broken but don't you think it is time to start letting God heal me and all of us. God can heal even the most broken of hearts my friends. It's time to let Him in and let Him do what He does best - love us. |
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