Having mixed emotions as I write. I can't get my thoughts straight anymore. I have been traveling through a broken world with nothing but the LORD by my side. Reaching and grabbing for everything I can. I really can't stand being lost in this world. I have been trying and gliding to find a way out of this funk. Dreaming is what keeps me steady in time. I am growing and believing, not sure why. The Lord my God will provide. Discovering who I am. Waiting for that one friend. To come alive with me. Jesus is all I see. I wish we were on the same page. I have been looking for a way out of this gray. The cloudy skies fill this world. Doesn't really give me a sense of it. Seeing is not really believing. I think I can't, I know I can. The Lord my God is ever lasting, showing me where I belong. Pouring my heart out, without a care in the world. Wondering what may happen next. Knowing He is all I have left. Sun has been shining on my face. I have a new place. The Lord has saved and redeemed, this I know. Growing and shaping where I will go next. Ready to start something new. I can't wait to grasp the One I love. Love is a strange thing ya know. It's brought me a lot of heartache and strength too. Learning to be myself, is something new. There are so many things I want in this world. Looking for an adventure. Hoping God will guide me through this broken mess. Knowing the truth, that He's all I have left.
--so I wrote this post "In Motion" meaning I wrote freely allowing words to come to my head and then putting them into this messy deep thing. It is pretty deep..I have no idea why but I did not rewrite anything I just let words type as the floated into my head. -- kinda fun letting God write for me, ey? --
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