Today, I once again made the decision to deactivate my Facebook. I have been pretty (super) depressed lately. One of the most hurtful things in my life is Facebook. I use it as a way to sink deeper into my depression. I do this by intently comparing my life to the life of every single one of my friends on my Facebook account. Some of the time I think my life is better than those on my friends list and I give myself bragging rights; other times I think my friends lives are super duper awesome and beautiful and I feel utterly horrible about myself. Either way, this sin in my life has just got to end. I have always compared myself to others, ever since I was a little girl. Most of the time, it was to put myself down. All of these things are no good. I am choosing, now, to be good. To eliminate one of the most toxic things in my life. That my friends is Facebook. I love all my friends and Facebook makes me hate them (SO NOT COOL).
I wrote a lil haiku about my relationship with Facebook (these feelings are real my friends and haikus are hard to write)! Grumpy and jealous She sat on Facebook awhile Mad, sad, and angry Breathe deep, she had tried She watched friends fade far away God's got it she thought Letting go of self Thus, she bid Facebook adieu Back she is from sin.
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