I am asked often how am I doing, and my answer is always good but am I really all that good.
I look around often and don't like what I see. My life is dirty. There is sin. What does redemption look like? I don't know. I haven't found it yet. I feel like giving up. I am hurting but I am content, I can't really determine how I feel. My mind is stretching farther from the truth, that is Jesus Christ. He has saved me, Yes but have I done anything in return to live my life for Him? I am weak. My God is ever loving and openly giving, yet I don't accept Him with full intention. He accepts me. He loves me. I am being pulled in every direction between my two lives that I try to live. When does it end. I look in the mirror and don't like what I see. When does it end. When can God come down and save me. Through struggle. Through pain. Through heartache. I know God is there and yet I choose to turn away from Him. Why?
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