Hey again! I wish it wasn't so darn hard to blog here but it is so I must use this WIFI wisely and write a lil something something for ya'll to read. Life is really great friends. I have been the giddiest I have ever been in my entire life out here in good ol' Wyoming. But I have also cried a lot. Everyday I tell myself I am missing out on what is going on in the "real world" aka my home. I see photos on facebook of all my dear EC friends hanging out and I hate it. I get so darn jealous. My best friend Kate is moving to New York, that sucks. Alexi is applying to big people jobs, that sucks, for her :P hahahah (jk Lex lol). I am sitting out here in Wyoming missing everyone terribly. I am missing my family, friends, and just everyone that isn't here with me. I hate that I am jealous of what they are doing because honestly I am having the time of my life. Today I drove almost 2 hours just to go to a coffee shop. I wish the city was closer but honestly it has been refreshing living in the middle of the woods. I am truly enjoying myself here but I do miss home. Recently I have been thinking a lot about the phrase, "home is where your heart is" and honestly I believe that but now my heart feels cut in three. I always try to pour my heart and soul into the people around me so does that mean that my heart is both here and at home and at school? I think so. Honestly, I feel like I could be in any one of those places and fall in love with it. I am in love with where I am now but I also love where I have been. I think God blessed me with the gift to love others so intently that I can make any place my home. The other day I realized I have 3 best friends named Kate: Kate W - EC (but now NEW YORK), Katie - my dog (home), and now, Kaithlyn -here in good ol' Yellowstone (and soon Las Vegas). Isn't life rad like that? God has given me friends everywhere in the world and I'm starting to realize just how darn small the world truly is, well except for all the galaxies of course. God is calling me to be His missionary for the world. That is why I have decided to try to take as many adventures as I can and meet as many people as I can. Because, honestly, the world is not that big afterall. A couple of weeks ago I met someone in the restaurant I work at from Milwaukee WI, which is where I want to live and she invited me to live with her. How stinking cool is that? Man, I cannot even describe how big God is in my life right now and sadly I am not paying 100% attention to Him. Here is to diving more into what God has for me and this gorgeous world He made for me and His people to explore. I do truly love you kind reader, Cassie p.s. Here are some pics of my life in Yellowstone National Park!
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It is so easy to get side tracked away from the Great one when you are in the middle of nowhere with a community who isn't necessarily seeking the Lord. I wish it were easy for me to be alone and still whole-heartedly seek the Lord but I cannot. I am not too sure why. But my Father always redirects my heart on Him and I just stinking love that. It has been a super hard past couple of days with all of my dear friends I have made here quitting and parting their seperate ways. I don't enjoy change folks. I just really don't. I love adventure, that is for sure, and God has definitely showed me a great one here in Yellowstone but it has, of course, been difficult. The things I thought were important in life, like school or work, seem nonexistant. I am enjoying discovering who I am and figuring out where I wanna go in this world. You guys, there are so many cool places to discover in the world and now I kinda wanna see them all. I am sad to be leaving this gorgeous place in only a month but I am thankful for the opportunity Christ has given me. He has given me opportunity to stand my ground when things get tough and not let the people around me change who I really am
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